nYc nOeLsKii

heat wave!

2011-07-21T15:47:00.002-04:00

9 months later. everything's still moving: some things grew, some things stayed the same, new things came, old things left, but it's all good!

there's a heat wave right now! in nyc!

google +, spotify, instagram. find me!

http://soundcloud.com/user563728/jay-z-kanye-west-otis

picture frame

2010-10-14T01:46:00.004-04:00

From the first day I met you, I knew there was something there. Maybe it was the khaki pants or your long black hair.

We talked about nextels and I let you copy off me in class, little did i know you were always staring at my ass.

We were always together and liked to "hang ten" a lot, but i always hated those times when we had silly arguments and fought...

Thankfully we always got over the bad things we went through, for that reason I knew our friendship was always true.

--an excerpt from the 'picture frame'

when all else fails...'getaway hobby'

2010-10-08T21:09:00.003-04:00

everybody goes through rough times in life. what makes people different is how they go about in the 'overcoming process'. it is an extremely tough process, especially if you are not used to it. a great way to start is to bring yourself to a calm and serene mood, so that you can properly gather your thoughts without interruption.

in my own personal experience, i find myself at peace when i go about my hobby. when times are rough and i need a little getaway, i turn to my hobby. staring at my aquarium and performing the regular husbandry on it calms me down and gives me a chance to recollect on the issue at hand and gather my thoughts. my hobby not only makes me happy but also gives me a chance to be environmental. my hobby is being a 'reefer'.

(Reefer, an aquarium hobbyist term for one who maintains and cultivates corals, sea anemones, and other invertebrates associated with coral reefs)

ever since i was young, i loved to watch fish swim in aquariums. i was able to stare at them for hours without getting bored. so of course, as i got older, i became more serious about the hobby and took it home with me. by doing so, i gave myself the the opportunity to be able to stare at my reef tank all day... i have been keeping reefs for sometime now and i still learn something new every time i hit the forums... all the hard work i put into my aquarium always pays off every time i look at it.

what's YOUR 'getaway hobby' ?

p.s. this is ONE of my getaways...

keep your head up

2010-09-19T23:47:00.003-04:00

although mixed with plenty of laughter and happy moments, this week has been a rough week. the mood and emotions can easily be manipulated, but stubbornness has gotten in the way. both sides are being stubborn and nobody wants to give in. another dilemma is finding a friend to vent to. nowadays finding someone trustworthy and stand a neutral position can be very difficult; especially for a person who is not used to turning to others for answers. it is usually the others that come for help.

stop, think and listen...

all problems are surrounded by solutions. all traps entails an escape route.

strength, love and determination will prevail. keep your head up!

2010-08-03T23:17:00.002-04:00

it's been a while. life is good. fish and corals are good. girlfriend is great! ..and the job hunt continues...

some corals

2009-07-19T21:15:00.010-04:00

Fungia sp. or Orange Plate Coral; under LED lighting.

Blastomussa Wellsi or Blasto Coral; under LED lighting.

love

2009-05-04T22:07:00.003-04:00

Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states. use it wisely...

p.s. i love my girlfriend

now what!?

2009-01-30T00:20:00.004-05:00

people fight for a reason... people argue for a reason...but sometimes when you fight and argue for too long, you even forget what it was all about...What the fcuk are you supposed to do then? Forget about it until it comes up again? i hate it when that happens. i'm the type to resolve shii ASAP, coz i hate to bring up the past. but sometimes you just can't help it. you're so mad that you don't even wanna speak to that person. and when you're ready, you don't even wanna talk about it anymore...but when the problem comes back up again, you get mad at yourself for not taking care of it the first time it came up. wtf...next thing you know, the argument becomes pointless and you just laugh about it.

ps. i love being in love. i love you baby!

etc. etc.

2009-01-29T10:11:00.000-05:00

Happy Halloween, Happy Thanksgiving, Happy Birthday, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

happy 4th of july!

2008-07-04T14:51:00.000-04:00

potpourri it up!

2008-05-23T02:39:00.002-04:00

i could do what you do without being you. so fCuk you! =)

p.s i make my own potpourri...

what's next

2008-05-16T00:43:00.002-04:00

so yeaa after all the bs....what's next...countdown?

BSR

2008-05-14T18:59:00.002-04:00

i just wanna give a shout out to all the people involved with BSR, also known as Bull Shit Relationships. you guys know who you are and now your a STAR! without you guys there would be no way in telling what a real relationship is supposed to be like. i don't know how you guys manage to stay in these relationships...maybe your too used to living this lie [your so called life] that you don't even notice it anymore; that its ALL a LIE... maybe your just desperate or dumb...maybe both! you can't be that blind if you could drive a car. you can't be that dumb if you could pass a class. could it be that simple!? that all you really wanted was ASS?

glow in the dizZark!

2008-05-12T22:28:00.002-04:00

up next...
tues may 13
finals 6:30p
msg 7:30p
after party tba

ballz

2008-03-16T18:15:00.002-04:00

its getting warm out!! need to start ballin' at the park coz not at five, but at eight is when it gets dark!!!

sb

2008-03-10T01:23:00.002-04:00

just finished watching step up 2, it was eh. last week before spring break..hmm what should i do? a much needed break. not a break from school, but from them wack ass fools...not gonna mention names cause that ain't fair, but what the fcuk, they probably don't even care.

it is and it isn't

2008-03-08T05:23:00.001-05:00

is it unfair to have a cop in the family or to have a friend that rides a horse?

is it ok to get away with certain things just because your friend is in the force?

its 5:23 am and i learned that it is and it isn't...what do you think!?

bday

2008-03-08T01:33:00.002-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my home girl Cauren Lash!!!

standing, there was...

2008-03-07T03:23:00.000-05:00

3:23 am, got home from work wearing a white tee, i really couldn't see, so ON came the flash, and standing there was...it it was only this crazy tree...

i wasn't that bored, so fcuk it, i just ignored.

its the reefer with the 40 breeder...

2008-03-06T10:51:00.000-05:00

from a 55 arowana and a 30 fowlr to a 55 piranha then a 75 fowlr later cornered by that 54 till it went back to a 30 and no, don't forget about that high 20; evolved, emerged, metamorphose, transformed and now existent, reefer with the 40 breeder